i should not be allowed to take care of anything.


caitlyn.

"... thanks meg."

"thanks for your mom... that's all i'm gonna say."


! MEGHAN DONNELLY ♥

caitlyn.

no one tells you they're upset anymore, they tell the internet and hope you get the point. may i suggest... the phone?

in any case, i've been e-divorced, so i guess i'm on the market again. lol.

oh, internet, and oh, friends.
caitlyn.

things

caitlyn

just in case you thought YOU were the grossest... here i come to usurp your throne

6:15 this morning, i awoke to the lovely sensation of BLOOD STREAMING OUT OF MY NOSE.

i sat up, pinched my nose until it stopped, and promptly... lay right back down to go back to sleep.

at like noon, i shambled out of my room to go to the bathroom and my mom was like WTF HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE YO

and i was like... nosebleed moms.

the best part was the red stripe running from my nose in a horizontal line to my hairline / ear area.

all in all, the grossest way i've ever woken up.

caitlyn.

hooray!

got in the biggest fight with my family since the dawn of man. civil war up in here.
more like family vs. caitlyn vs. herself




and god did i need it


spring-cleaning for my general attitude -- new year's resolution #24- "be nicer"
how long has everyone known that i'm the most awful person ever? practically the whole time you've known me, right?
if you can picture me without the constantly making jabs at everyone around me, is there even anything left? hopefully, even if it's something tiny, someone out there knows me for something else besides constantly being derogatory and terrible.

and also, why has it taken me this long to feel bad about it?



i am interested to see what i'm like when i'm nice all the time.
and also, am disgusted with myself.


i'm waking up a better person, and looking forward to the rest this year.
2008 is already a healthier year, although seriously crazy.

caitlyn