i haven't slept in like 22 hours. meghan and i were talking and the days are blurring together again, it's almost like summer where we stay out all night, then go home for like three hours and then meet up again to go to the beach.
just like that, except it's freezing and we're all bored and all the songs mean something else, and you lose control of your car in plymouth and one of your friends is leaving and everything's all wrong. the sun rises so late over the scary tree that we're pissed by the time it comes up. and we're not going to the beach. and it's freezing. did i mention i lost control of my car in plymouth? the rain from yesterday, it all froze. there was no salt on the roads.
everything's all wrong.

if it were summer we'd have won hours ago.